at his house..
boring~boring
hearing music..
his birthday is coming
brought a present for him
许愿瓶
but i think is not enough
haha..
just now he open it..
his emotion,haha
he is watching me typing every word..
is just..wishing we can be together forever,
ever after..lov u,always
it hurts my heart deeply,but now ^happy^happy^
long time no update ard
cz cannot on9,
now at cc(cyber cafe)
12/09
break up day..
he suddently say wan break up,
崩溃TT
it hurts my heart deeply,
i cry about 4 hour
i cry n find my friends...
i ask them,
wat kind of way can mak me feel better?
they say find a new bf,"now"
then i ask my friend reckless,
who can be my "urgent" bf?
then my friend say gt a ppl,
tat guy is pursuing she..
so i call my friend giv me her hp number,
then i start wif him at 13/9
13/9(night)
at 10:48 pm
he cum n ask me,sleeping?
i reply him,no...
then he say ntg ard
i say y u suwan tell me,
if u wan to tell me,tell me,i lik to haer every words tat u saying
he say..sry,can i call u "bao bei" again?
i say sure..
h say "bao bei,i lov u,really,i lov u"
i say "u know last night every wrd u say,it huts me deeply,makes me cry collapsely,
all of these things,u know??"
he say "sry, i know i very selfish,throw u away from my heart n mak u cry,
i thought tat this way will mak me better,but no,my hearts crack badly,
i miss you evey moment,but i know,compuond wif u will not happen"
i say "bao bei,dun leave me,pls"
we compound again..
i thought tat it not gonna happen,but now,this is real~
^happy^happy^happy^