it hurts my heart deeply,but now ^happy^happy^
long time no update ard
cz cannot on9,
now at cc(cyber cafe)
12/09
break up day..
he suddently say wan break up,
崩溃TT
it hurts my heart deeply,
i cry about 4 hour
i cry n find my friends...
i ask them,
wat kind of way can mak me feel better?
they say find a new bf,"now"
then i ask my friend reckless,
who can be my "urgent" bf?
then my friend say gt a ppl,
tat guy is pursuing she..
so i call my friend giv me her hp number,
then i start wif him at 13/9
13/9(night)
at 10:48 pm
he cum n ask me,sleeping?
i reply him,no...
then he say ntg ard
i say y u suwan tell me,
if u wan to tell me,tell me,i lik to haer every words tat u saying
he say..sry,can i call u "bao bei" again?
i say sure..
h say "bao bei,i lov u,really,i lov u"
i say "u know last night every wrd u say,it huts me deeply,makes me cry collapsely,
all of these things,u know??"
he say "sry, i know i very selfish,throw u away from my heart n mak u cry,
i thought tat this way will mak me better,but no,my hearts crack badly,
i miss you evey moment,but i know,compuond wif u will not happen"
i say "bao bei,dun leave me,pls"
we compound again..
i thought tat it not gonna happen,but now,this is real~
^happy^happy^happy^